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Nightfall's Fairytale   
03:11pm 26/10/2004
  [ Author's Note: So I am actually updating my literary journal! Woohoo. Let the celebration commence :) I am however taking a break from Wizard's Realm to share with everyone a very short story that I came up with this summer in response to seeking that perfect compliment, that wonderful completion of ourselves that can only be found in the arms of our closest loved one. Alas I believe I have found what I am looking for. :)

Also: This story is based upon a mix CD that I just followed the thread of a story for which ultimately turned into what you see below. As such direct lyrics and song references are contained within. The number of the track on the CD and artist can be found strewn throughout the story whereas the song titles can be found on the tracklisting at the end of the story
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Nightfall's Fairytale



In a not so far off land he sought her affections and he sought her love. Alas rivers and mountains and castles and fortresses flung between them. But one mystical and enchanted evening that just might change...

When Owls call the breathless moon
In the blue veil of the night
The shadows of the trees appear
Admist the lantern light

As the Mummer's Dance (1. Loreena McKennitt) ensues her spirit kindred fills the air with lore and mist. This is the calling, this is the patron sign he'd been waiting for. No longer constrained by a lack of will or physical bindings the fool sets out on his lengthy journey. Alas a journey of a thousdand steps begins with a single step so it is said :) Alas...

we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescribable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight

Tonight, Tonight (2. Smashing Pumpkins) the winds are different and the mist fills his heart with vapors of conviction and purpose. What motivates the fool who can really know except to know he is confined only by the wanderings of his soul-light. He sets out determined through the brown forests and through the spring tide fields across plains and sky and clouds and strems to find what he is looking for. His heart chastened and fettered by the unraveling night that winds him. Yet he flows fluidly...

I'm waiting
I'm waiting
For you

I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you home

As if Milk (3. Garbage/Massive Attack) his body putty as the folds of the darkness seek to swallow and thwart him. For time and silent opposition faces him, yet he goes on undaunted. Sliding through the curls of voracious monsters from the untold dominion's of hatred and bitterness he cautiously makes his way through, not running or sprinting but with a slick grace that he only knows from within his spirit. Pausing underneath the wishfulignited expanse he prays to the infinite for her to return. Behold a vision haunts him...

Four am in the morning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision forming
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Star was light in a silvery night
Far away on the other side
Will you come to talk to me this night
But she couldn't find how to push through
I stay
I pray
I see you in heaven far away

Could it be true? Did the Moonlight Shadow (4. DDR/Techno) take her from him and remove her from this unfeeling world? Could this grevious fate had befallen her this night of all nights? Struck by melancholy the fool could only reflect on better times...

You're the piece of gold the flushes all my soul.
Extra time, on the ground.
You're my Playground Love.

Oh to those days of yore and yesteryear. Playing upon the sweet muses of her incandescent rapport. How he fondly he thought of those tantalizing whisps of whimsical tales and unspoken words. It was truly as if she was a Playground Love. (5. Air) But now all she could be and all he could be were seperated bonds like two streamers floating away from the parade of soft embrace. As these terrible pangs struck him the fool was left only to pass into the exhumed respite of endless despair and the static drearyness it brought. He wondered only how she fared in the guise of sweet cruel fate...

There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize it and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension

I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help you see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity

As she awoke...or at least thought she was waking up the girl of unfathomable beauty and wonder escaped into the timbers of restless agitation. Where was she? What happened? These questions would not be easily determined as all she could see and hear was untappable distraught emptiness. Was she in her mind? Trying to figure out whence she'd came and perhaps what destination lay ahead. But a presence was there which soothed her and as she grabbed at the placid stasis which had taken over her all she could make out was a smile beside her alone in Silent Lucidity (6. Queensryche) Yet now she could make out the beginings of other warm parts in the room. Looking to them she gasped in awe and bewilderment...

Not even looking at the scenery,
There is the place you're going
With merely a single life,
You struggle to reach that place..

An old magic book;
moondrops; the curtain of night--
Only a premonition of meeting someday..

The third word was "hum"..
Caught by straining ears
As I softly release
Your trembling arms

These Voices (7. Yoko Kanno) surrounded and filled her with insurgance. A burning desire to leave this place, to return home, to gather all the flowers and drops of water at the fountain of sortilege. Somehow possibly through the sheer bending of mind she awoke into another world here knowing always that...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.

And suddenly she rememberd. And so did he. "My Immortal," (8. Evanescence) the fool thought to himself. "That's it," he quipped to himself. That must be where she had gone. To the realm of the immortals, the spiritual domain, the land of eternal being. He knew this because as she inhabited his soul so profoundly he knew of the soul's never dying and thus a part of her never dying. Yet his soul battled and battled for how to reclaim his lost companion...

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

The dark crevices and chasms within him were trying to leave him with nothing. They wouldn't rest until they saw him Broken. (9. Seether featuring Amy Lee) He would not have any of that however. Turning into the ever void of the immeasurable spaces before him he plunged into eternity as if it was the most beautiful olympic dive into a pool of holy water...

Take this time to figure it out
The wise, the views the things that you doubt
The air, the earth the metal the mouth
The something, something, something..

He told himself and assured her...

Oh I, I have been good
I understood
Like a machine I’ll fix you from the start
I’m in repair
Life that we share
I know that I’ll be lost and
But we’re always in repair.

His salvation came to him in his plight of windswept and starfallen dreams. Gravity had no control now. His soul righting itself, In Repair. (10. Our Lady Peace) He wondered if he would reach her, and what that divine moment would be like if he did...

A sacred gift of heaven
For better, worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Nor take your crown, never

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

Doubts now raced away from him like small animals running from a vicious predator. He knew now he would see her Again. (11. Lenny Kravitz) And when he did oh how that moment that one inlay of time would change the wavelength of the light and sound flooding the universe. Swimming evermore in the sea of celestial arias and prisms for the first time in his memory a tidal wave of ecstasy washed over him...

Meanwhile in the garden of things to be seeking the fountain of sorcery on the plains of cotton she smiled at the sun's falling rain...

I just want someone to say to me no, no, no, no
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

She could no feel his aura upon her and she laughed at the sun and the moon and how had they had poured out everything from within them, No Rain (12. Blind Melon) left to scatter upon the saturated creatures below. In inexplicable dance she soared and took to the planets tamelessly...

Let her talk about the things you can't explain
To touch is to heal
To hurt is to steal
If you want to kiss the sky
Better learn how to kneel


(On your knees boy)


She's the wave
She turns the tide
She sees the man inside the child

As if all at once the fool knew the lady of beyond beauty was coming to him. How he chuckled and felt his entire weightless body lighten further as her planetary dance finally fell to his gaze, so inauidably gorgeous he could only query how she moved in such Myserious Ways. (13. U2)

And mysterious indeed they were to him as he could never have imagined in his most flurried fantasies how she manipulated the cosmos as she did. The stars act as currency in this heavenly visage and even with a million of them...
If I had a million dollars
I'd buy your love


Even If I Had A Million Dollars (14. Barenaked Ladies) or stars or dreams I only want the intangible he thought. And as they neared so it was that a million stars fell from oblivion to fill all the night sky's in the universe, and a million dreams fell to fulfill the souls of all living beings fortunate enough to witness this event and alas the intangible became tangible. As the two intertwined spirits entangled themselves across time and space...

However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always Love you

Both repeated to each other being at once completely close and yet at the same on opposite sides of existence. This sonnet, this psalm of Lovesong (15. Written by the Cure, covered and performed by Tori Amos) the echoes of which resonated and reverberated in the hearts of all mortal and immortal things the two souls took to each other a new journey. A journey finally together...

I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you

Far across the world
The villages go by like trees
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams

Children gaze open mouth
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes

We're surfing in the air
We're swimming in the frozen sky
We're drifting over icy
Mountains floating by

Walking In The Air (16. Nightwish) the union of the magnificent and the magical fervent in passionate cuddle, as the earth itself became encircled around them floating high upon high climbing it seemed back to the heaven that originated them...

We met in the mist of morning
And parted deep in the night
Broken sword and shield, and tears that never fall
But run through the heart
Washed away by the darkest water
The world is peaceful and still

Broken mirror, a million shades of light
The old echo fades away
But just you and I
Can find the answer
And then, we can run to the end of the world
We can run to the end of the world

Higher and higher, the Small of Two Pieces (17. Kishinda Kakera) had rejoined it's master and all was right in the world. It's worth telling though of this story that just as the fool saved his beloved through the immortal untouchable physical memories within his soul so too did the Goddess Angel save the fool from drowning in the lake of undefined confusion and mass consumation. You see as just as he awoke her from her nightmare she brought him his dreams. A truly remarkable tale was woven that will go down in the annals of history, for all miracles the mightiest One performs this miracle rewrote the constructs of time. And saved from an otherwise floorless descent into oblivion as he jumped into the mercy of space itself, his faith his only whim in doing so, she saved him entering his dimension as only she could do. Both awake now from their respective slumbers of death and sad endings they join each other complete and harmonious. It would strongly seem as though the prior world they arrived from was in fact the fabrication of reality and and the new realm they had built upon their wings was in fact the true reality they had awoken too. What became of the the fool and the Angel Goddess no one is quite sure short of this. They landed upon the fountain of magic and soaked in it's ethereal goodness. And they knew that anything was possible as the possible was happening around them constantly and unstoppably. And in this shared thought they cherished for as long as cherished things can be cherished. Alas though the new world was one of replete happiness stemmed from their revision of all things dark and threatening. Forever and ever and always. :)


Tracklisting:



Nightfall's Fairytale:

1) Mummer's Dance
2) Tonight, Tonight
3) Milk (Massive Attack/Trance Version)
4) Moonlight Shadow
5) Playground Love
6) Silenty Lucidity
7) Voices
8) My Immortal
9) Broken
10) In Repair
11) Again
12) No Rain
13) Mysterious Ways
14) If I had A Million Dollars
15) Lovesong (Tori Amos cover)
16) Walking In The Air
17) Small Of Two Pieces
 
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Chapter 3: Encounter at Alimare (S1)   
03:02pm 30/06/2004
  Moving his brigade into Alimare in the Westlands Cre paused to try and distinguish the figures he saw not far ahead. Like masquerading shadows puppeted on the moon, the dark silhouttes of Engaya wielding knights horrifed the stillness of the land into a quivering trepedation. Ziakin had been here awhile for certain, no doubt long enough to begin his onslaught of pillaging the place for all it's resources and energy. Alimare, once just another Soriellian pasture had been turned into a bustling landlocked city amidst nothingness. All that surrounded it were murky gray marsh and mucked up praires once home to enourmouse microscopic populations. All that lingered now were gates and factories and castles all built upon the exploitation of Engaya. The arcane edifices all to perfectly mirroring the murky grey pastel of this graveyard of farms and stables.

Cre lead his charge steadily forward prepared for whatever entanglements may lie ahead. As he trodden upon the wasted fibers of the soaked and tired ground swelling beneath him Cre could start to make out the shape of his former friend. Ziakin. A tall and filled out man of intimidating stature yet a somehow soothing complexion. It would not be a stretch to consider him a loyal apprentice, a faithful patron, or an honorable son. Those accolades however seemed far removed from what Ziakin had become. He stood brooding and imposingly like a tree blocking the light of the sun from a small animal. His features were refined and sharp, accented by his narrow cheeks and wide collarbone. He had hair of a starless night and yet orange eyes of a flaming supernova. What had to wonder what burned behind those eyes. Cre was close enough to see Ziakin performing his usual acts. Similiar to those of Trialla's leap-dancing but far less elegant, Ziakin would wisp and snatch at the air in lunges of force and pressure. This was his interpretation of Engaya that of profit and harvestation. Ironically Ziakin was the ideal farmer of Engayal roots, but he was also the epitome of that power being misused. Sucking the lifeblood of Alimare quite literally into himself and spitting it back abused and battered, Cre observed as Ziakin tapped all his might to metamorphose peaceful emptyness into iron strongholds and magic depositories.

Ziakin was the first to call the situation to attention. "Ladies and gentlemen! Asids and townfolk! One and all! Please welcome my good friend Cre and his Fayan army for they have graced us with their presence."

"I bring no army Ziakin, I only request your audience and perhaps we can work out some of our differences here diplomatically." Cre was strong in tone but noticably fidgety.

"Well, well. Isn't this a surprise. Cre my intelligent yet dense adversary believes this would be a good time to talk. [mumbles of laughter escape from some of the Asids but it's only momentary] I am afraid I have work to do Cre. Unlike you I am really very busy and have so much to do here as you can plainly see. Perhaps some other time."

"Your work is here is what I want to talk to you about, Ziakin."

"Oh you wish to discuss work? Perhaps you feel you're not getting your proper cut of the pie? Well by all means Cre join my order. We always welcome new hands, particularly ones as skilled and versed in Engayal matters as yours."

"Please Ziakin. This matter is serious. Soriel is dying. You are turning into a chaotic mass of despair and destruction. This must stop! The high council of unitied guilds has my backing. I implore you, let's sit down and work this out."

"Dear foolish Cre. When are you going to grow up and realize all problems cannot be solved at the dinner table. The high council? They have no authority. They are merely for show. And as for you and your firm stand against bringing Soriel into a new glorious age...Well I am afraid you're just going to be left behind in the past well the rest of us embrace and ready for what is to come."

"Ziakin I am not opposed to moving Soriel forward and investigating the nature of Engaya. But this is too fast! You're terraforming the planet into an technological machine. It is not ready for such dramatic evolution so quickly."

"I don't have time to argue with you, Cre. I must get back to my work at once. Either lend us a hand or begone. Or if you are really so inclined we can skirmish. But then again do you really wish to take your untrained marauders into battle against my Engaya trained and experienced force? I think not. So make your decision and leave us be."

Cre was at a true impass. Assuredly it should not have surprised him how uncompromising Ziakin would be. Even in the Old Way Ziakin had always proven more or less incorrigible. What was Cre to do now? He did not want to turn to combat. Besides Ziakin's well taken point of being undermatched in experience, Cre had no desire to see his faithful supporters hurt today. He had to think of something to do and quickly. It was at that moment the stakes were raised again.

Fenari strode in to the scene just then as if it had been a comedic play and she was the comic relief. Only this was no comedy. Fenari was here and she would mean business. She had warned Cre that she was not able to leave this affairs sheerly to the Asids and the Faya, Defetist interests would be heard and met as well. Dismounting her moon raven, Fenari and her numbers stood firmly against both Cre and Ziakin. A precarious triangle had been formed with Ziakin at the top and Cre and Fenari at the sides. It was clear Fenari was ready for battle and anticipation was running higher than the streams of fluttering Engaya filling the air and swirling around the earthly bodies present.

Fenari spoke stingingly, "Cre, Ziakin. I believe you know why we are here. The Defetists insist that your orders deal with your problems on your own turf and leave the unclaimed properties alone. There can be no stake to these lands. If you cannot find a way to compromise your interests and assets thus far the Defetists will ensure that no more join your sides and you are widdled and waned down to nothing as you fight each other. There can be no more division on Soriel. Either be done with yourselves or retreat back to your homelands. I will not have Soriel torn apart for your war."

Moments passed as Fenari's request was considered heartfully by both sides. Despite Ziakin's stubbornness he was not about to take Fenari lightly. Ziakin knew all too well that Fenari did not make threats lightly. Just a few weeks prior The Defetists wiped out a bunch of zealous young men and women because they were ready to give their lives to the Asid and Fayan orders. Knowing this meant more seperation of Soriel's peoples, Fenari did what she felt she must and her brand of justice was served cold and fast. Ziakin was the first to act. Thinking that Cre would aid him before Fenari and thinking he was fairly well matched up with Fenari's forces, he began a most brutish Soriellian Expression. Calling up Engayal traces from the dark ground, Ziakin began to Interpret the Firestorm Expression in the hopes of incinerating Fenari's will enough to send her away. In an instant Fenari and Cre began readying their own Expressions. The conflict was about to rage on the battlefield of Alimare.
 
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Chapter 2: Trailla's Garden (S2)   
09:59pm 28/06/2004
  After taking in the magnificent opulence of life and energy surrounding him Cre finally approached Trialla.

"I like what you've done with the place" he posed playfully.

"Oh Cre, it's so good to see you again, welcome to my Garden Cove."

"Thank you kind one. You've been practicing much I see."

"Nonstop in fact, Cre. What brings you to these parts?"

"Ziakin."

Cre didn't even need to finish his sentence before Trialla reacted with grimance and concern. She knew all too well of the abuse of Engaya plaguing the land which was fundamentally opposite to her philosophy of magic. For a leap-dancer Engaya is like a divine paintbrush, or mold of clay, creating brilliant strokes of perfection across the palette of whatever plot one's destiny might be assigned that day. Ziakin's intentions were strictly for the gain of power, wealth, property, or resources. Knowing this Trialla had severed all ties with Ziakin many years ago shortly before the forming of the Asidian Order. At that time Triallia retreated to an empty and most isolated stable where she could free herself from the shackles binding themselves more and more to every man and woman on Soriel. She's been here ever since crafting her Sanctuary out of pure hope and will for a vibrant and peaceful future for all living things. Cre of course respected this utmostly but found himself inexorably tied to the Fayan cause.

"Cre what will you do?" Trialla questioned innocently.

"I will follow him to the Westlands and beyond, whatever it takes. I cannot allow him to draw every last ounce of Engaya from this land and use it to continue to build cities and legions rooted in unchecked progress. I mean what is his ultimate plan? What can he possibly hope to do with such power and influence?"

"Cre I fear the worst. He has left me alone in here for too long. I trust such untainted shelter not. I do think he will stop at anything. He wants it all."

"And then what?"

"I do not know. But the Garden has spoke to me in dream and waking illusion. I see major concentrations of darklight all streaming towards him. I can only conjecture at what that might mean."

"Go on."

But before she could Calar entered steadfastly.

"Good Cre, Dear Lady Trialla I bring urgent news. The Westlands are falling into Ziakin's hands. We must go at once. If we leave this instant we stand a chance at meeting him before his work is done."

"He is getting rather quick and efficient at acquiring what he needs. I am sorry Trialla I must go. I haven't a choice in this matter. I need to speak with Ziakin directly. If you'll excuse me, I am so sorry."

"You must do what you feel you have to Cre. I shall pray in the Garden tonight for your good fortune and try and bring the aid of the Sile Angels to your side."

"It was so good to see you again Trialla, thank you."

"It was good to see you too, Crescent Wind."

Before Cre could go on and question as to the nature of the Sile Angels or her reference of Crescent Wind, Trialla disappeared into her haven blending into it seems as if they provided natural protective camoflauge to her. What was she talking about? Darklight? Angels? Crescent Wind? Cre had never heard such names or notions before this. Clearly Trialla had forged a bond with the great will of the planet that she was able to speak with like few others could. Unfortunately there was no time for analysis. Cre needed to bring his entourage to the Westlands post haste. Still struggling with these new ideas in the back of his mind, Cre surged forward a stringent charge catapaulting him and his crew off into the dusk smitten evening to confront his friend, compatriot, and enemy - Ziakin.

Author's Note: It has occured to me rather than being a complete novel or even novella the structure of this story is turning into that of snippets or key excerpts of events, people, places, persons, etc central to the main story and ideas I am trying to express. At some point it will be necessary to go back and expand many of the aspects I have begun to introduce into the plot. For right now though it is my hope to be able to propel the account further without worrying about every last detail. Thus the reference of chapters is perhaps not the most accurate but for ease, I'll continue with that naming convention. Please observe thoguh that these chapters are not meant to equate to chapters from a complete work. Thank you!
 
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Chapter 2: Trialla's Garden Sanctuary (S1, SS1)   
12:44pm 03/06/2004
  Upon entering Trialla's Garden Sanctuary Cre was completely overcome. It's majesty was only surpassed by it's radiating waves of otherwordly decorum. Truly this place was a sight for the blind, as one could feel as much as one could literally see. Standing out amongst the harsh climates and bare wastlelands of Saranei on the road to Alimare, the Cove was a place like none other on Soriel. Even if Soriel could reclaim any semblance of it's former glory Trialla's home here would have been noteworthy. Forested canyones and waterfalls of streaming oxygen propelled sound provided the canvas for a breeding ground of all sorts of organic life- from the most basic to the recently evolved. Rivers and estuaries gave way to lake filled mountains and within them pockets of islands of fertility and vigor. The entire layout of the place had a peculiar sheen as if the sunlight and the moonlight collided and grappled in a passionate eternal embrace. This was complimented by the fact that their effused flow of bright particles dove towards the land at such precise angles; the way the glow struck the earth down below was impossible and miraclous at the same time. It was if the beams from above were descending as if tiny little angels from a higher place. As they made contact with the objects which would reflect their effulgence, it was as if they deposited a piece of their higher place directly into their host so as to infuse it with their undeniable glimmer. It did not end there however. As the host itself seemed to trade part of it's essence back to the bringers of light in an undefined romance of the form and the formless. All things real and not real, tangible and intanginle bore this marvelous trait in this place- a testament to just how special it really was. And most sacred of all was the fact that it was all created by Trialla through the power of Engaya.

Trialla, another of the original 6 of the Engayal Prophets as they were now called (the original discoverors and in turn magistrates of the magic bearing substance) was a leap-dancer. One of the very, very few known to be possess such unique abilities. A leap-dancer you see was one who studied and practice the art of Engayal Expressions and Interpretations. Expressions and Interpretations being the mechanisms by which one interacted with the Soriellian Forms. It so happens that the way magic works in this far off place is actually quite simple, yet at the same time quite complex in it's simplicity. A form is a higher state of energy through which a magic user funnels Engaya into something which can be expressed. An expression then is a statement of magic - As in I am professing the physical projection of fire into reality. Interpretation is where things get rather interesting. As it turns out an expression on it's own is no more than a formula, a mathemtaical derivation of something magical. By itself it's rather basic - much like generating a spark for a flame, or a droplet of water out of thin air. A cool thing to show to friends for sure but not all to useful for one truly intending to do magic. Interpretation is the mode by which one individually and expresses a given form and crafts it as they see fit. This is the power of Engaya! Through interpretation one can build chains of fire whipping across the night sky, or erupt heat vapors into a frozen tundra. Every Interpretation is subjective and unique to the magic user. So in essence no two vessels on Soriel can cast exactly the same spell. There will always be some kind of measurable if not infintessimal difference between Interpretations. But this is also how the infinite is possible on Soriel. Because the only limitation for Interpretations is that of the limit of the potential of the vessel casting it to will and imagine, just about anything is possible. This is precisely how Ziakin and his Asidians have transformed Soriel from the bucolic serenity of it's former life to the industrial megalopolis of confusion and power struggle it is now. It is also exactly how Trialla augmented a quotidian flat of land into the celestial empyrean it was now.
 
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Chapter 1: The Struggle for Soriel (S2, SS1)   
03:06pm 27/05/2004
 

Whispers of faint darkness arose in Cre's heart as he recalled the devastating eve in which the world was changed in a single instant. Not a flood of catastrophe mind you but rather an isolated moment of terror. Arousing himself from the dark dream he is forced to relive many times a day, Calar motioned ahead of him.



"Good Cre, Fenari and her legion have arrived," reported Calar.

"Very well Calar, excellent work as usual, what is her business?"

"I believe that is what we are going to find out right now," Calar posited.

Getting up to greet the Defetist consul, Cre was stopped short.

"Greetings Cre of Faya-Soriel I bring important news."

Fenari was a stately and capable women of a comprable age to Cre and Calar. Her stern discipline was only matched by her unyielding demeanor. She was not one to make concession or unnecessary negotiation. By unnecessary it should be said that any negotation not in her interest would automatically be deemed tertiary. Appearance wise Fenari was fiery with splitting red locks of flame that seemed as if they could burn anyone in close enough range. And they may very well could! No one one really would test Fenari's principles or methods as they would be surely met with first defeat and then humiliation. It was clear in all regards that Fenari carried the Defetists with assured purpose and that purpose would met at whatever cost there would be. She continued:



"Ziakin is moving to the westlands, he wants Alimare."

Cre's quiet yet polished response evinced his stylistic constrast with Fenari, "It was to be expected, we are prepared as best we can be for the next meeting."

"I don't believe you understand Faya Cre, he will acquire what he seeks to acquire if Faya-Soriel does not undertake the proper actions."

"And what would have me do Fenari? Start a full fledged war, marching armies of Engayal Mages against his? I think not. We must continue diplomacy."

"Diplomacy! HA-HA-HA" Fenari gnarled as she spoke. Her slim patience clearly already worn out. "Cre you are still a silly child. You know of this matters I offer limited allegiance to begin with and you refuse to accept it why? Don't you see what's happening to out planet? With each division, with each person that factions into either a Faya or an Asid... The races and species grow greatly worried. War is already upon us foolish one."

"I do not see things your way Fenari. I understand your intent. And believe me in spirit I share your sentiment. But if it's unity and political centrality you desire, how will violent actions help your own cause?"

"It is clear to me now that you will never understand Cre. This may be our last meeting as non-combatants. In 'spirit' I tend towards your ethic codes on Engaya use over the Asids. However we will employ any means we can to stop the Great Schism. We have already imposed martial sanction upon the neutrals thrusting them not to join the duality. All that's left now is to widdle the Faya and the Asid down to a managable size."

"What of Trialla?" Cre felt his mind wandering again, a more and more frequent occurance of late. Sweet Trialla. The only one of the original friends and discoverors of Engaya who had not joined an insurgance. Rather Trialla had found a way to remain amiss of the conflicts around her despite the stratification of her closest friends. She spent most of her days and nights in the Sanctuary she created not far from the Source. And how grand Trialla's Sanctuary was! A spectacular haven of beautous celestial light and mystique amongst the scarring planet. Cre meaned to go visit her as soon as Fayan affairs permitted. Fenari interjecting into Cre's lone moment of peace in the last 2 days reported,

"She remains in her Garden Cove somehow unmoved by this upheavel. As far as I'm concerned that's fine by me, she can waste and burrow as much as she wishes, in the end she like us all seals her own fate."

"When did you grow so cold and unfeeling Fenari?"

"When Soriel required me to dearest Cre. Now unless you have anything else relevant to say I will be off. Know before I go however, that I did come to you and make very clear our strategy. Do as you must but be prepared Cre. Even the Ravens and Dragons beat the drum of battle."

"Your advice is heeded, Fenari and appreciated. One day we will all return to ourselves and to our sacred bonds. For now I will not deter from the ways of peace and compromise. I shall meet Ziakin in Alimare, I am sure I will see you there."

"That you will Faya Cre. Good day to you."

And as quickly as she arrived and spoke in those trademark terse, stoic sentences of hers - she was off. Cre looked to Calar.

"Are you alright?" queried Calar

"Alright is a relative term like any don't you think? I am alright relative to what seems to be coming."

"What shall we do Cre?"

"We shall go to Alimare with emissaries and met Ziakin there. Hopefully we will fate better than in Zeheuindi"

"You speak of course of Ziakin's extraction and construction of more of the Existence Resource? "

"I do. Come let us enjoy dinner, and address the representatives. No matter what one can always enjoy a good feast Calar, don't you agree?"

But Calar had already made for the dining area. Left alone Cre's mind floated away again. Trialla's Sanctuary It is on the way he mused to himself. I must pay her a visit. It's been far, far too long.
 
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Chapter 1: The Struggle for Soriel (S1, SS 1)   
01:03pm 26/05/2004
 

"10 years." The phrase repeated over and over in Cre's mind like the constant beckon of an all too close predator. Cre could hardly believe how much had changed in that time. Since discovering the Engaya Soriel had been transformed from an agrarian, agriculture based society into a thriving metaplex of industry and machination. The catalyst for such change rested completely with Engaya and it's unique magical properties. Once one knew how to harness the power within an Engayal, once could accomplish all Cre did that wonderous and horrible night, and so much more. It came to pass that sweeping revolution and transformation did beget the people and landscape of Soriel. It was no surprise that Cre found himself thrust within the middle of the conflict plaguing every living thing on the planet. The crux of the conflict was quite simply - What role and purpose should Engaya serve in the new Soriellian society? Though simply defined, the answer would not have the same luxury. So it was that Cre had become the leader of the prominient caretakers of Soriel known as Faya-Soriel (or For Soriel). Cre's oppostion: The radically progressive Asidian Order who felt Engaya need be harvested to it's absolute maximum utilization. Finally, a third structure came into being. The highly enigmatic Defetist movement felt the breaking of Soriellian society more deeply and more concernful than any other. As a result the Defetists sought to limit the fracturing of social casting as much as possible by imploring highly questionable methods of persuasion and coersion to ensure it simply did not happen.



Of Cre's closest friends only Calar joined his side on Faya-Soriel. Calar had been Cre's closest male friend for as long as both had known. A bit stocky, the brownish-red haired man of firm but porous posture stayed close to his friend after the transformation of society. Calar stood a good few inches taller than his compatriot, and was most easily described by his fervent sense of duty and honor. They had always been important to him. Calar together in arms Cre had provided Faya-Soriel with resiliant and sturdy leadership but the paths to be followed ahead were treacherous and uncertain.



"See anything Cre?" motioned Calar.

"Empty as it was 10 years ago" replied Cre.

"How well do you remember that night, Cre?"

"I remember everything, dear friend. I remember it as if the pictures in my mind have gained no dust, and no fade from time and wear."

"You've been thinking a lot about it?"

"I have. How can I forget. After I had exploited the river of magic for the first time, The Goddess Engaya spoke to me that night."

"What did she say, Cre?"

"She said..."

Before Cre could finish his thought the alarms in Cre's walled fortress began to sound. Calar and Cre as well as the hundred-thousands of members of Faya-Soriel began to take ready positions. What was approaching was not clear. But obviously some cavalry requested an audience and they brought reinforcements.

As the unknown emissaries approached the gates of the magical fortress, Cre took a minute to marvel at the fine domain that housed him and his men and women. Truly it was a sight to behold. The fortress in the shape of a sharp spiking castle had been constructed (like most things on Soriel) completely from Engaya. It's magical hull was accentuated by the sleekest talons of precise architectural brillance. This could be seen everywhere from the dim defensive haze guarding the castle, to the jet shaped protrusions eminating from it's outer walls. The fortress stood magnificently in it's own bask of dark blue and green foothills and rock formations. It was as if this monstronsity could have existed naturally in nature, were nature trying to design the perfect defensive air vehicle. A rigid, protective design suited Faya-Soriel just fine given their primary mission - That is as steward and guardian of all matter and energy (living and nonliving) composing the planet Soriel. This philosophy not only shaped the infrastructure of Faya-Soriel it also framed their use of Engaya. Which was that Engaya may be used only in the best interests of Soriel and for none else. While this limited the palette of possible applications, a little creativity on Cre's part allowed Faya-Soriel the versatility and composure it needed to stay the road with the Asidian Order, and the Defetists.

 
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Prologue: The River of Pure Magic (S1, SS3)   
12:56am 20/05/2004
 

Cre could touch and hold the Engaya from the slightest slither to the largest unwieldly chunk, each piece would form around him and then settle in his hand all with the softness of his mother's touch. It seemed for a moment that if he could focus hard enough then each and every block of Engaya that he had managed to capture and hold in his tiny hands could be made into whatever he pleased. It was now clear that Cre had a certain cavalcade of things, living and nonliving, practical and nonsense in just a few short seconds. At his dispoal; a veritable playground of creatures both natural and unseen to play with easily following his command.

Cre had been conducting a symphony with his orchestrations being no less and no more then just his whimsical desires and undaunted imagination. He could seemingly pour out will and wish from his soul as if it were change in his pocket. No other world could exist to him right now and it wouldn't matter as a new world was being brought into being. As such it was a bad time for Cre to have a moment of doubt but alas a qualm struck his brain like a lightning bolt to the treetops. Cre experienced just a flash of doubt enough to misdirect his thoughts and actions. The result however would be costly. Suddenly Cre lost control over his exhibiation of light and color and all turned against him in one horrible instant. Green faded to black, life to death, forest to desert. Of course this frightened the young one but as he desperately and deftly tried harder and harder to regain control of it, the further away the grand power slipped away from him. just drowned in the Engaya which now fiercely fought him, tooth and nail into submission. Cre tried and clawed and muscled as hard as he could but his efforts were quickly and absolutely met with utter failure and confusion. The land burned and all the beauty and vigor and plentifulness seared into ash and defeat. The river which had once shone bright and golden white now burned crimson red with anger and resentment.

Cre's tears were just about all that could console him in this place. Yet strangely console him they did somewhat. "What just happened?" he thought to himself lost beside the brooding and ominous red waves that seemed poised to swallow him whole. Retiring from his post as master of the river, Cre slumped in defeat and terror. Perhaps the Engaya pitied him in this instant. Perhaps. But all had become quiet again just as quickly as it had turned to rage earlier. Everything returned to being, and to just being. Just as things went on Soriel. All was quiet and all was dismissed into gentle seclusion like a whisper caught in a bottle. What remained now, besides Cre's rocky memories, was that more nothingness somehow pervaded this space than was the case when Cre had arrived. It seemed as though the burning embers that took the dream away shard by shard had ultimately left the environment stripped of it's few notable posessions like rock and sand and even shape itself. "I dare not dance anymore in the sea of imagination." thought Cre to himself although the thought echoed through the now hard and stale cavernous area. Cre decided it best to call it an evening and make for home. Home! There was a concept that warmed his rattled foundation enough to pick up his feet and scamper off, away from the river and the place through the opening that he wasn't quite sure how he found. A faint voice echoed within him that could only have come from the river which only resonated in his spirit in a form he could not decipher. But Cre's spirit moved just as a cloud moves without visible impetus. Cre knew what was to come. As he ran home finding his way through brush and thicket and thin grass and tall grass, his mind raced from the night that had given way to early dawn. Settling himself into bed, Cre could only think of his friends and the secret he must share with them and only them. He would tell them of the rainblow fountain of lucid imagination, the spring of desire and magic, and the power to summon light and life. He could barely sleep that night nor could his friends for some strange reason - Calar, Fenari, Aosi, Trialla, Karai, and Ziakin. All would like awake throughout the night at the premonition of a new world coming into being.

And come into being a new world did. A brave new world filled with magic. That fateful night was 10 years ago to the day. And as Cre rose from slumber in his industrial castle fortress he finally figured out what the Engaya was trying to say to him in that unforgettable instant.

Author's Note: That concludes the prologue. I realize this could all benefit from some serious editing (namely someone who does have a mastery of the English written language *waves at C*) but hopefully the main ideas got across and intrigued people. Onto Chapter 1 shortly. Thanks to anyone that has happened to end up here!

 
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Prologue: The River of Pure Magic (S1, SS 2)   
03:08am 19/05/2004
 

The river floated more than it actually flowed giving the appearance of a heavenly body dancing amongst it's own glory. Gleaming with light and moisture which combined to form a sprinkling well of vapors, the river invited Cre as if a hot beverage on a bitter winter's day. Sounding like the mightiest ocean on Soriel while at the same time emitting the graces of the smallest stream, this enchanted moving body bustled and brimmed with sentience. Intense gushes of formidable strength paradoxically complemented with a waterfall like movement which suggested it's contents were pure and unfouled. Cre couldn't help but wonder in agape astoundment at the whole thing and considered if the river held the same sense of shock at him. Cre soon found himself swept up in the oncoming tides of the river, feeling as though he was in playground of the Gods, his excitement catapaulting in unison with the crests of the river. He felt at home in this place. Wrapping himself in the jest of the moment, Cre found himself bespackled with amusement and joy as he immersed himself in the feathery underbed of the river.

Just then in the coordinated beats and surges of Cre's playful merrymaking, a spark flew out with the majesty of a giant hawk owning that which seemed to contain it. As if escaping death the spark, not of fire but of white heat flew to the wall opposing Cre and displayed itself in dizzying textures before exstinguishing itself. It was at this time that Cre observed his environment resembled a damp, half-lit underground cave. This firework, this rogue particle; could it have possibly been triggered by Cre? For but a few seconds later the stalactite walls of the underground passage holding Cre and his river turned quickly into an illustrous tapestry of green lushness and vibrancy. Something was happening. What exactly that was had no definition or justification. The world around Cre was changing as he danced in the whisps and cusps of the flowing liquid before him. Without control, without whim or will, Cre was manifesting the world around him. From a dusk, dry hole in the woods, somewhere beyond what Cre knows, he was transforming landscapes and bringing matter and life into being. Where once laid barren rocks for millenia, habitation and forest had come to be. As Cre frolicked and sent rushes of water all around so in turn did plants and animals and beings and things form from the splashes of water on the palette of nothingness. Droplets of magic coincided and glided with one another, thrust in embrace, or merging to form the next miracle. The spontaneous creatures and living entities finding existance echoed Cre's innocent actions, as he flirted with the waters all around him. This 'water' so to speak was magical water indeed. Known simply on Soriel as Engaya, this magical substance of dream crafting was really the blood of Soriel's heart.

 
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Prologue: The River of Pure Magic (S 1, SS 1)   
02:46am 03/07/2003
 

The 9 purple moons of Soriel fell into musky darkness as the child known simply as 'Cre' settled himself in for another night of carefree adventure. Such was his way, his purpose. That is, to seek something beyond the gray hills and tilting pastures of the mundane land in which he resided, the very same plots and farms which comprised the entirety of his life. So went the existence of a Soriellian from birth to death; to work the land, to gather it's fruits, to deliver them unto tomorrow, so that tomorrow it can be done again. And that was all that need be. For the good life is a life lived to prepare only for the next dawn, and then upon next dawn to prepare for the dawn after that. It was simple but it was what the earnest people of Soriel knew and it suited them just fine.

Not Cre though. No not him at all. Cre seemed beckoned by a different call and a hint of danger. No one really could explain the overdeveloped pecking curiousity of the boy but they thought it best that way. Sneaking out at night after evening chores to patrol the family homestead so he could live out his desires through the employ of make believe is what Cre most cherished out of his day. No one thought too much of Cre's nightly exploits of summoning hordes of angels and dragons to fight with him against the dark tide of monstrous villains and mythical beasts. Even the faraway neighbors found no reason to alert Cre's parents past the hour of their bedtime just because of a neglible racket upon the gray hills. In fact farmer Eldre found it rather amusing that he was treated to a free presentation of Cre's imaginary theater each night. And really what was the harm anyway? Cre always put himself to bed in plenty of time for the routine early rising he would inevitably face the next morning. So Eldre worried not, just as how most worried very little about those affairs which didn't really change the course of things.

Something was peculiar about this night however and Cre was all over it. Like a rabbit to the outstretching of the farmers' crops, Cre was moved to pounce upon this night as if compelled by something unseen yet omnipresent. Cre could detect a scent in the air somehow estranged from the usual odors of wetted, newly planted grass, burning wood, and freshly groomed leaves that left him in dire need of chasing his intuition. So chase it he did, all the way past the gray hills and the tilting pastures, and the black covered mountains, all the way to a small opening just past some brush that he had not before seen. This may have well been an alternate universe with the distance Cre traveled and the small inlets and clearings he was able so deftly to traverse. Through small holes and even smaller soft pores in the wild Cre found himself amongst something, but nothing he could discern too easily. Somehow, before him flew a river of pure white snow, or rather snow it may very well could have been. The River carried itself perplexingly into oblivion. The only thing more peculiar than it's undetermined destination was it's undefinable source. The river just was, as the river just is. Then again so it was with everyone else on Soriel, except for Cre.

 
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Welcome to Soriel!   
01:36am 01/07/2003
 
Okay time to get down to business.

I am going to writing an ongoing epic fantasy story (loosely called Wizard's Realm) that will be collected in the form of entries on this very LiveJournal. Convenient eh? I don't want to give too much information on the story to more closely align the experience with the feeling of opening an unknown book and discovering what lies within it's pages as you take the journey with the main character. I will say that it centers around a world not all too different from our own and the young child who is about to discover a force that will change the shape of that world indefinitely. I am hoping it will stand as a unique, self-sustaining story before long but I will see how it goes. Needless to say it's a work in progress.

One last thing then. The way things will be organized from now on will be into Chapters and Sections and Subsections. Chapters (obvious), Sections (being a particular piece of a chapter that I am developing some kind of coherent idea for), and finally Subsections (for even smaller units I'll use to denote smaller and potentially tangential pieces, basically a catch-all in case I need to do something different then I am doing in a particular chapter or section). Sound too much like the bible? Well it's not. Finally in case of author commentary or interjection I will highlight passages (such as this one) in some kind of special formatting distinct from the story itself which I haven't quite figured out yet. But I will by the end of this entry, I kind of have too.

All that out of the way welcome to planet Soriel in a time fairly close to our own. Delve in and I do hope you enjoy. Needless to say comments are not only welcome but damn appreciated as that's part of the point in posting this on here in the first place :)

Let's begin...
 
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Test Post   
12:34am 30/06/2003
  Edit: Everything appears operational.

Welcome to anyone that perchances upon this place.
Watch this space.
Full introduction coming soon...
 
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